however

thoughts
mostly keep them to myself
too strange,
wouldn't be comprehensible
however-
sometimes they come flowing out
gushing, rushing, fleeting after they are said,
on to the next.
I end up explaining my ADHD
but I don't care because they never spoke before
and never will again, not near me
I am made the outcast
every. time.
just like in the past.

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